The most paradoxical thing about my high school life is the fact even though I come to school everyday I'm not really at school.Though I know without an education there are huge limitations to what I can pursue in my adult life ,there are always other things on my mind whether it be the latest love interest,drama at school or home or whathow I can't wait for basketball to start.
Another paradox in my life is the fact that I want to grow upbut i don't want to. Most teenagers are eager to grow I on the other hand dread the days of carelessness,free room and board in the midst of other things being stripped away from me.On the other hand I want to be able to be on my own so that I can do all the stuff I want to do. You maybe thinking wow this kid's gonna have a hard time out in the real world, but ask yourself what is the real world and get back to me cause i sure as hell am confused about that.