Showing posts with label Testin' The Waters. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Testin' The Waters. Show all posts

20071009

When I think of the whole fate and freewill thing i go back to my deep rooted Christian mentality I believe that God knows how your life will be planned out and i guess that is fate but on the other hand I tend to associate fate with atheism.....anywho I guess I would have to make a paradoxical statement and say that I believe in fate but I don't believe in fate What about freewill? freewill is out of the question simply basing that on what I said earlier about God's predestiny for our lives I guess believe that because I have been raised to believe in God and to question him would be a sin I'm guessing thats why i don't agree with free will .....I guess it is my fate to be this way.....but of course i have questioned god i believe everyone does plus I've always been one to test the waters and see if stuff really IS what everyone else says it is with God I just kept sinning and sinning until i realized that all that stuff was coming back on me ten fold I finally stop this "god test" when I realized that my sinning was doing no kind of long term good it actually always left me feeling even worse than before of course i still sin but not as much actually quite less.....

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